Wednesday, December 31, 2025

Men and their Daughters

Too early to write from a real life experience.
Too early to share from a limited knowledge.
Too early to narrate those little adventures.

Those little shows.
Those overloaded cute features.
Those little coos.

When fart sound cutest!
When shit looks edible!
When urine is aromatic!

If all men could have a daughter.
The love in this world will maximise.
It is what I am starting to believe.

Sunday, December 29, 2024

Leadership in the Family

Since the passing of my father, much of the responsibility of his came upon my shoulder.

It happened so, I believed due to my being as the eldest among the males.

Added to that maybe the social achievement that I might have made.

Social structure does influence the design of a family set up. I put a fair guess.

And I also have the fair intentions to support mother, siblings and grandchildren.

To keeping alive the family traditions that Father has trained us to it.

To provide the fullest support to mother in binding the family.

In a male dominated society, the male elder does need to step up.


Today and the Yesterdays, I have heard families that have their own sad tales.

Troubles love to lurk, exert itself and disconnect families.

It is upsetting that people sometimes go length with the cumbersome load.


Now, decoding the existence of turbulence in any family.

I believe, strongly believe that leadership is a prime factor,

to understand and undo the existence of any disorder which may

find roots in the family that desire to excel.

The family can construct a house, but may failed to build a home.

Overlooking contributions made by family can hurt feelings.

An actionable leader is what the other members in any herd looked upon.

The social animal has thus follow the ways of the nature.


There are pains that are bored alone.

You see the need of silence and an idle mouth.

And when the weather is fair, all is well.

Come may some quarrel, but should be settled inside the home.

Counting each person's efforts and recognising them are flavour of love.

Loving silently is a sign of mature love.

Love binds and preaching love by action speaks volumes.

The heart feels that,

The footsteps of father will always be a large one to fill. 

And I am still so lost...

Thursday, December 28, 2023

Andrew Denghmingthanga

Andrew, the name derived from the Apostle Andrew.

Nonage, spent he at the famed East Thinglian.

Day by day, adventure by adventure,

Rise he! tall among his age and few above.

Excelled in the path he choose to trod.

Waiting to win in the end.



Dangers and storm, faced he

Enmity was provided and served to him 

Neverness threatened in abundance.

Gruelling sounds doth escape the lips or two


Here and there, doth his mind wonder

Mary and the other nine mouths are his to feed

Innovative ideas of his, he employ

Nurture to mature the ten

Guardian is he, to the multiples of the nine.


Truth, that he abide

Honesty, to which he holdfast.

Angelic, was he towards his closing chapter.

Noble, was the face that rest. 

Glorious in afterlife, the reward for his prayer and harvest.

And in the end being a simple God-fearing, Andrew Denghmingthanga! 


(For the departed souls of Andrew Denghmingthanga and Justin Ramdinthara, the Lord's Prayer and a Hail Mary is all that I could pray for the kind reader)



Saturday, December 31, 2022

Hunger and the body senses!

The hungrier I am, the more I feel my senses are active.

The thoughts are pure like an icy breeze.

The mind thought a fresh vegetable!

The eyes see deep.

The ears hear clear.

The nose inhales each a thing.

Words come from the mouth are soft and to the point, no extras!

The neck moves appropriately.

The hands move efficient.

The legs move where the food is!

Knowing that Hunger should be controlled.

And now let the tongue taste the total!

Tuesday, December 28, 2021

The decisive 2021

The year closing brings summary of event the happened to the self in a year.

The year opening straightaway test the capability on event management. There was shift of burden which was inevitable. Yes, arranging all the ceremonies surrounding a marriage in a Catholic Church was quite a challenge. But then, utilisation of manpower with an assign roles do ease the objectives. Task assignment accordingly to one's potential and ability do produced desired result. Your capacity in handling of unforeseen circumstances are the ones that grade you in the end. This includes a Police Farewell ceremony. 

And when you are considered an export quality. Then, there you go beyond border leading hundreds of men with arms. You once again learnt that there are appointed leaders and working leaders! You also revisit your old comrades with arms. Efficient management on 'power naps' during long journey save lives. Welcome Kits are always lovely. It impact you a homely feeling/s.

And then, when Outstanding result is achieved, the other human minds are often little-cursed with jealousy. You may called yourself fortunate if you could identify the owners of such. You may called yourself blessed if you could still love them and you may call yourself mature if you could deal with them peacefully and overlooking their attitude. 

Striving towards another challenging task after a day or two rest. There you go with an endeavour dealing dangerous large numbers of fast moving lead-projectiles. One mistake means a life could be lost, one faulty arrangement could end up causing injury and burdened with lots of paper works and becoming an infamous personality. 

Come along a lovely package that got both a date and luck of a fully uniformed squad of men’s escort upto the state’s highest peak. Mountain top doesn't come to you, to reach the peak, you have to climb. And as life it is; there are fun along the way to the top. 

Following the summit scaling is boating and explosives detonation at a river. Dangerously fun! Sometime you are lucky if you could share your adventure to a rookie. Adventures that are dangerous and thrilling are the ones that satisfy your heart!

Food adventures require many skills. A heavenly tongue taste and appreciate. It can be a vast adventure from a tiny square limits.

Challenge anew resulting movement, goodbyes are part of life. Dawn to the ones that goodbyes are never real if the heart’s true. Physical sickness and disease counts much lesser in one’s life. Asymptomatic pandemic virus infection can still be fun if there is hope and care.

The year 2021 had showered you with gifts and friends; reconnection with old classmates, colleagues, comrades, friends and families; blessed with the wisdom in works, daily life and human touch. You even have your share of Coronavirus! You would like every year to be like 2021, of course,  minus the virus. 

Few days left with the year. If 2022 brings you major changes in your life with a decision inherit from 2021...then it can be called The Decisive 2021.

Wednesday, December 2, 2020

The blasting silence!


I think this has to be posted as it bear the name Pumama 😇 Even though the work unit is a small one, I think I still wanted to write a line or two on this.

I once was asked why I contribute my system to the Folding@home project in spite of the programme having said to have effected system sound-ware. I had my own highlights- the this and that. It may be little but still it can matter. If we all learn & develop the passion of delivering humanitarian betterment away from the spotlight, I think the world will be much more better each day. 

The romance with Folding@home project is the Team '0' contribution. It was an overwhelming sight to see the huge work units delivered by kind-hearted anonymous donors across the globe who voluntarily donated their Computing power in the fight against Covid-19. This heart loves the people who are silently doing all the good things out of the spotlight. And, one of these days, we are in bright spirit that Pharmaceutical Corporations and names of Individuals will spring with good news. Donors may come to know who they help but Researchers and Scientists might not know who had lend their help. With each passing day, The Day come closer. Once that day arrives, a few might chance to whisper to the self saying, "Good heavens! Yeah, I played a little part in there' 

I disclosed the donor identity in a bid to attract challenge, I have fresh (undisclosed) identity in the hope of more freedom of working.

Thursday, November 12, 2020

Saturday, October 31, 2020

The Fantasy World

 JRR Tolkien (makes me score a fewer marks in some viva voce. Few knows about it and I couldn't be more happier though!)


He is my literary hero.

To me, he is the champion of fantasies.

I admire him much much.

How he lived in his fantasy world and translating his world to the books.

His fantasies ran deep and wide.

His creation rock the movie screens.

That much power was his fantasies.

His body in a piece, his fantasy with one goal.

No other moving parts.


His works inspire the fantasy thoughts.

It brings adrenaline to those who follow.

It motivates those who are inspired.

The guts to have thought different.

The chase of building one self.


Yes, in fantasies you can reach afar.

It relieve you from the world and it's trouble.

You regain your strength, just like a power-nap.


I like to day-dream.

For day-dream massage the soul.

And I do have my fantasy world. 

Fantasy last long.

They follow you everywhere.

Level of creativity increase the power of fantasy.

They are beautiful than visions.

Your mind sees it, your body hears it.

And you own them.


Many will not understand.

That is why they are called people.

Few will understand some.

They are individuals.

One or two will notice and follow.

Then, those are great personalities!

And then, they make your life meaningful. 

Pumama is playing PUBG !

The inception of Players' Unknown Battle Grounds and Call of Duty in the online gaming world have attracted million of online gamers to their Mobile and Computer screens. And, that include me among this huge numbers.

Initially I avoid playing the game as I knew that I will be addicted to it. A colleague tempted me with all his temptation skills and I gave him his reward. I started playing on a 4GB RAM laptop.

As I was having uninterrupted solar-power supply, there was no complaint 24x7 with regards to electrical energy. I play with an Emulator through Airtel mobile hotspot. The ping was at 120 plus average. I play with enthusiasm however.

Now in the game, as I begin my game season (season 7 closing) I played with random players from Asia Server, PUBG Mobile. The came form all geographical distribution from the Asian Continent. Played with noobs, cheaters, average players and Conquerors and I love the fun from the game which are in plentiful.

The game do brings back languages which were once known to me. The curses and the jokes of the community which I was once good at it! lol
I once wrote in this blog about mesmerizing language in a train, that kind of moment do reappear.
The badass-est ever I encounter in the game was a player seemingly to have farted over his microphone for all players (who switch to world chat) to hear! I normally turn off voice chat in the game.

Online games are real fantasies. You do connect a game character with a real person. You synchronize your avatar with your kind of outfits, movement, speed, techniques etc.

And the Chicken Dinner is for those who stood strong and survive to the end. Only one chicken dinner per game. I got many from many a game. And one good thing is since season 10 onwards I happen to be a silent celebrity as my username feature consistently in the airplane that carry all the players over the battle map. Many players would love to know who the aced player Pumama is! :)

Saturday, May 11, 2019

2018

There was no blogging activity in 2018.

Few years back...
I almost commit to pen at least a single per year.
Some months, I thought what ideas I could collect.
Some days, I do remember about the almost commitment.
Some hours, I tried to move the fingers to the keyboards.
Some minutes then, my mind is always bare.
Some many seconds, which were then wasted to achieve what may others may termed 'failure'
But for me, it was the otherwise...

A failure that doesn't hurt.
A failure telling the tale of making unnecessary almost commitment.

There are events in 2018 that are worth to remember for a lifetime.
And the best stories and memories were often not tell and not captured.

Commitment is a big thing. Almost Commitment is a fun thing!

Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Home-bound Christmas

Having spent some Christmas away from home, I deeply missed those family times.
A 2017 Christmas chanced me to home.
Excitement fever wrestles me.
I jumble this feelings.

Been bad handling such enthusiasm, the riding sings off items that I missed packing.
Day dreaming with the dusk fallen landscape defeated the forgetful thoughts.

My two wheeled stallion roars a renegade note.
The 'Paithar' road descends my heading.
The cool winter breeze fail to freeze my driving hands.
Over the 'Tuirial' bridge did the crescent moonlit relieve the sun.
I ascend the highway upon the first village.
The highway runs afresh memories of the good old past.
Yes, those moments with nearest ones are the dearest ones.
Chhingchhip stop me for chat with a Cousin.
Beneath the clear sky, the engine again whirred over the smooth spread.
Across the mountains, the lights from home twinkle.

Stopping by a sweetshop is meant for the kids.
A Rhino barks a welcome tune.
Home again!
I thanked the Almighty.

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Steven Seagal's Sniper Special Ops 2016



An US congressman strayed too far.
A sniper movie wherein only 4 bullets were expended from the sniper rifle. Moreover a shiny sniper with all those sunglasses and was  much camouflaged in the movie! 
The combat scenes are boring. Dull settings. I don't know where the actors are and they seem to get lost too.
Matubahk if otherwise happen to be a code or something is indeed a piss poor option name for an afghan village.
You don't cock twice an M4 after reloading, red dot sights doesn't have crosshairs!
To me it looks like the movie portray AK gunfight commercials.
The journalist lady Charlene Amoia had more killings per bullet than the special team! 
Bad guys on the ground, special forces shooting upside! why? why? why?
An ill equipped operation base as the story shoots up further. Matter of poor resupply ricochet.

The 50 caliber machine gun should have shown its face while it spew!
Why the afghans need to hide the faces in their afghan turf?!! 
The bombs set at the streets also explodes at a hill side.
The journalist doesn't fail to reap the exploits. She's the man! Shoot the enemy with guns and shoot their dead bodies with camera and with a smile. It will be a nice evidence of her tour!
Once again Steven shows that he was not to be hurt in movies.
Awful plot. 

Now, no harm intended for any of the characters involved in the movie. They should be thankful that a review was ever written from me ever since I passed my college.

Now I want back my 45minutes!

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Chrismas with colleagues.

It dawned to me of late that during our childhood we belonged to family of our entirety.
Studies that we undertake to decorate and to delight ourselves of our dependence on individual manhood. Then we partake the journey of what we may call Maturity. 

When I embarked my own course I could conclude this time itself that those memories or younger days would always be the best! I cherished them lingering in my memories. I could see the faces of the members of household and want myself pour some tears! sob..sob.. :'( 

Festivals brings us home. Christmas time make us prayed together and feast together. A wish was always prayed upon and were indeed blessed by the almighty. Fun, foods, frolics etc. which sounds us together in practice. Music and dance which knew our rhythm beat us. Drinks that want to make us crazy but have its in the way of happiness. Family does mean a lot to me. 

Now, As if I'm an old chap the next thing is;
Studies made me celebrate some numbers of Christmas with friends. I knew there exist a line or two even between close friends. You may say what you may like. Friends will be friends. Limitations of numbers may help secure future because what tomorrow may bring is not known and we even heard stories of friends betraying friends like in Mel Gibson's Braveheart. I think that is why the prevention is better than cure thing is edged out on account of some very wise person may refer it in terms of friends. I'm fortunate that I could counsel this as I feel that I'm having cute little friends.

Furthermore, as I grew up and engaging self with jobs I started celebrating Christmas festivals with colleagues, maybe twice or thrice. And the feeling is entirely new and challenging. Different colleague and at different work stations. What to do? How to behave? How to talk? So many questions which exposes me so young! (young heart, young blood Hmmn..I started feeling it now!)
Duty calls and duty done. Holidays come. The 'S' in Holidays are much shorter. Fun in people are needed to be beaten out with creativity because 'forced participation' is meaningless. The 'who cares?, I'm gonna take my clothes off and dance to the moon' attitude is a little farther with colleague as compared to family and friends. Hence, it remains a challenge celebrating Christmas with colleagues. Future embraces a promise of more Christmas with colleagues if the almighty blesses job and life for more Christmas. Nothing to complain or worry about it. Optimism (the word that is very common in this blog http://pumama.blogspot.in ) makes sense and can turn the tide.  

The message of Christmas is Love. Love is patience. Love is Kind. Love is Language-less. Love has no barrier. Now Christmas for me is to extend and spread my share of love to my colleagues. Family and Friends have it in the past. Love is now a Present for the present. ( I talked if I am full of Love)

Merry Christmas to you. Dear Friend.

Friday, December 27, 2013

Justin Ramdinthara

My dear brother Justin Ramdinthara aged 25 passed away on that Thursday 12.12.2013.
I was wishing that death was only temporary so that I could love him once again and let him know many times that I had given all my care. He knows that I do care but I could not get enough to show a brotherly love. This world is dimming when that fateful telephonic information from my father intimate me of his death. I knew not what would be troubling and keeping to his self all his depression.
What life he would have wanted?
What would he dream about?
What would be his fantasies?

 As an adult he always had his belief and would keep to himself seeking solution for himself.
As a grown up who like to be an independent he would strive towards it and wanted others to do the same.
As a child who needs care he also had shown his care to the others and wanted the same from others.
As a brother he shows respect to his brothers and sisters and was ready to help anytime when required.
As a son he show his respect to parents and served them as a servant and stood by them at anytime.
As a friend he was remembered because of the deeds and chat and be with them in time and space available
As a hard working lad he work and work and find passion in his works.
As an adventurer he dare terrains and riverine within his reach and hunts with patience.
As a fun lover he would spent all his earning in entertaining friends and family.
As a man who loves with all his heart he humbled himself in the alter of his love.

His deeds teaches for those willing to learn.

(O My Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fire of Hell, Lead all souls to Heaven especially those who are most in need of your Mercy. Amen.)

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Big-Busted vs Small-Busted Women

Big Busted Women
-can get a taxi on the worst days
-have a neat place to carry spare change
-have always been the center of the arts (art)
-make jogging a spectator sport
-have more negotiating power (with men shorter than them
-know where to look first for lost earrings
-rarely lack for a slow dance partner

Busted Women
-don't cause a traffic accident every time they bend over in public
-always look younger
-can always see their toes and shoes
-can sleep on their stomachs
-have no trouble sliding behind the wheel of small cars
-know that people can read the entire message on their t-shirt

Monday, September 12, 2011

Zohmun Calling

1200HRS IST
The office order was out. The postings were mentioned against each names. I got mine in a place called Zohmun. Where is that place? Office staffs helped me located from a big map. It was about 170 km north from the capital. The thought was to decline the offer!! Anyway let's know something about it before eventually deciding. I knew there are large no. of personnel posted in terrain and location more tough then what I got.

I now need someone to guide me how to get there. The map indicates that the place was connected by state highway. But what vehicle goes there. All selected are to mind their own transportation to reach their place of posting. I recollect having traveled to a village located halfway in 2004 on NSS tour duty.

I checked with a police radio organization personnel. He was posted in an outpost nearby and to find me some logistics help. He got what I needed. I even googled up the maps and their elevation. I got all necessary info pertaining to my post. I booked ticket from an unfriendly vendor.

0600HRS IST
I was waiting for the vehicle in a certain pick up zone.
It arrived after half hour had gone. I confirmed in case of otherwise. It is! Other persons on board alighted saying that it will take some 45 minutes to load some provisions from the stores. We wait and had an intro with the other first timer to the place who happened to be there too. After another hour had gone we all board the automobile and finally we are rolling. Had a prayer stop on the city outskirt and then we moved on.

The engine moans continuously on the highway in south direction. The zero point had us turned eastward and from national highway to state highway. The road is narrower but smoother. The furring of the engine was more noiseless as uphill climb is less. After two and half hours of traveling we had a breakfast in a village to continue with the rest of the day. Stop once or twice by a stream for refreshing ourselves.

1430HRS IST
The good road now come to and end. I was told that we had another 14km to reach the place. I was also assured that this would be a merry ride. We were now bumping. We become friendly!

1350HRS IST
We came across around 14 villages to reach this place. I was welcome by unknown ones and assigned to a to-be-colleague household. He brought me around with introductory speeches wherever necessary. Slept well not knowing that the coming saturday I was to be meeting how uniformed personnel can be so obsessed by crazy water.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Gold operation!

Months back the American navy commando carried a raid that killed the most (regarded)dreaded terrorist Bin Laden and 3 of his trusted couriers.

The questions that come upto my mind was - More than 50 highly trained commandos versus 4 men and some 3 women? What if there happened to be some 50 equivalently armed men guarding the Osama? The operation was not deep into the heart of a hostile territory rather its just a friendly country. Maybe the Americans were cautious of advert outcome otherwise after their knowledge of their most priced man's location. They just wanted him DEAD..not alive and no expense incurred to his keeping alive and trails!

Thinking..thinking...It bought me to Entebee where years ago the Israeli commandos had to confront a heavily armed and trained regular soldier plus suicide bombers and its defenses into a hostile territory in the Uganda.
To me the
Entebee raid was far more superior than the Abootadabad raid and I guess I had a lots of military analysts following me! heh

Technology enhances the man's work. It will continue its dominance to the collapse of the mankind. Yes it will! It enslaves the man's mind like how it already had become impossible to spent a day without internet, mobile phones, TV etc. Human interactions done with technology. A virtual friend is created who can satisfy the mind's ideal type of friend. Technological spurt destroyed the unwanted. It delete or erased them.

Days will go and memories will appreciate the older versions of every achievements and will be hailed. History is a good reference and will stand atop of the pyramid. Here the Entebee operation will make its point well over the Abootadabad operation. The technology-less always needs an accurate human calculations and is also humane!

As the saying goes...Old is gold.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Cheat talking

Advantage of speaking distinct or alien! language is that you can cheat the ones besides. You can trash, bad worded and enjoy all the advantages of the other ignorance to your language distinction.

The disadvantage being that if you are understood of all your spoken words and still the other's not wanting to display until the right time that they want to strike back in the same language.....It kills

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Opposite forces attracting each other!

While you are traveling with whom do you sit? male or female, man or woman, boy or girl?
Normally your postures are effected by the one sitting besides. You care the less if its equal. If it is the opposite you got yourselves brush ups, restraining movements at first, the talking, all other things and best of manner for the while, step by step to relations building. Why do we travel in this world? Why do we need to give such care which will always have happen? This happens because of opposite in the worlds.

Why do unequal always attract to each other? If India and Pakistan are equal, will they have all these shitless issues?

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Study team

So!! Who's gonna be my teammates?
When I knew I made myself to this research team I was first curious of how many others are there before they even tell. First time meeting was done with introduction and other ice-breaking stuffs. Seriousness influenced the second.

Now thoughts occupy the mind which controls the body. It makes the mind to read and anticipated, visualising the outcome of the to-be taken decision, accomodating as pa with environment, programming to function etc.

Listen it people! Come gather round here and I'll tell you I stll have fun all along. Flexibility really helps in getting better than others. Fun and games eases stress. Variety of challenges makes a person more human and shapes one's future preparedness. Assumptions and its analysis (how dangerous assumptions can be without facts, values and datas). Feedback developing experiences as feedback helps in mastering talents and potentials.

Optimism always gives you the guts you needed. It always adjust itself by giving alternatives or more attempt or otherwise the adrenalin needed. (If you are a pessimist religion is a good medicine to counter the hurdles)

See me cruising round the clock late night, morning hours, lazy afternoons and dusky evenings so that I will say. I have done this. I achieved that and I silved it.

Hmmn well...lets end your reading here so that you can have something to digest! Digest it well even if is too hard! See life as a song and a gift.